and just recently my aunt had her friend who's a politician help me find work and a good counselor, she recommended taking up something in college, I already had a bad experience with college 2 years ago, and was never good in school from 4th grade to 12th grade got 60's, 70's think I have a learning disability was never diagnosed or tested for too. the politician lady after I said no to school because the teacher I had for 3 out of 4 of my classes and plus my advisor to make matters worse was hard on me, and I hate going up for demonstrations with all eyes on me , even hard to dance in front of people my dad too has it. he didn't do the father daughter dance @ my sister's wedding, he felt bad afterwards too he said he's got this thing with dancing in front of people, everyone was on him too my sister didn't care she knew he wouldn't go up my mom mentioned it she goes who cares mom. than the politician lady goes don't you think I was scared with all the cameras on me. easy for her