Or is it just me?? lol I sit and wonder everyday HOW CAN I BE A GOOD MOTHER? When 1.) I'm deathly afraid of public toilets(whats with the loud sound when you flush). 2.) I won't sleep with my feet over the bed(never know when someone or something will be under there hungry for feet) 3.) I absolutely can not be home alone( I will literally call anyone to come over or to pick me up) 4.) I eat like a 4 year old still( not even my lil brother will eat a tomato, olives, onions. But I no I cannot eat anything "ADULT-ISH" maybe its from being raised by a single mom(not that being a single mom is bad) with fast meals like tuna and hamburger helper, pizza bagels, nachos, any quick meal you can think of I like cause thats what my body is use too. 5.) Everyone says I whine a lot (but I have no idea what there talking about but a lot of people say I do so I guess I do =/)

I guess my question is how can I change for the sake of my fiance and son?
Oh and I forgot I can't cook at all I can make a mean bowel of cereal but other than that I have no talent in the kitchen unless were talking about cleaning
Sorry meant my lil brother WILL eat all those gross things and he's only 3
Ok I am trying to "GROW UP" People can't help it when they have phobias

As for the junk food I agree but I just can't change my taste buds over night and I have been trying I mean I can now eat a carrot without it being drenched in ranch I know its a lil step but hey its a step!!! I can also eat steak without any hot sauce yet another lil step but still a step