Well I am 18 and stressed to the max. I cant sleep at night i stay up crying because my life is so stressful and i honestly feel trapped. I work 4 days awake (25hours), first year college (not doing so well bcuz stress), money issues, problems with boyfriend, not to many friends at home anymore (all moved away for school) health problems, parents just announced divorce (abusive relationship), no family where im from (cousins, aunts, grans..)
I just feel so alone and low. I come on here all the time because ive really got nothing else. I dont get invited places, i keep hearing about more and more people hating me, and i am slowing closing my door on life in general. I know im not the only one but it feels like it. I feel so bad about myself all the time that everything is my fault that for some reason im just one of the many people in the world that dont deserve happiness.

What can i do to get my mind off of everything. (talking doesnt help, just worsens my situation)

Thanks*