flirted..or receive any flirtation? ts not that I want a girl friend, - a right girl will be nice. But after a stormy period with my best friend who I fell in love with and was the first girl I ever told about my feelings. One of the things I felt after the rejection is a feeling of being placed down in the order of things -a sexual and general inferiority( ???). She found a boy friend 3 days after we had a row!!!!! She gets advances all the time. So does everyone else.

I feel insecure and in one hand I feel this desire to be ruthless towards the female sex. To take it out on them perhaps .
But more flirt and lead on many perfectly nice girls who I don't necessarily find attractive just for the conquest and to satisfy my 'ego'(??). I know it is wrong- but thats the way I am starting to feel. I haven't done anything yet.

Is it true men who treat women badly in such way do it for similar reasons as I have?? What can I do to feel better without acting like such a rogue??
I'm 20 btw